Wednesday, August 6, 2008

D-E-A-D, Dead!

****This is a Debbie Downer blog entry. Topic: Death of molly babies and abortion.

All the molly babies are dead. Their momma ate them. What a cruel world! I feel really bad about the situation. I feel guilty for letting them die. I could have done something to change their situation, but I didn't. I feel really GUILTY! And, keep in mind, we just bought the Molly this weekend. I didn't even really have time to develop a "relationship" with them... if you will.

I guess my Catholic up bringing has caused my guilt or maybe I'm just one of those people that feels guilty for things. That's probably why I am the way I am....because of guilt! Whatever!

I was going to discuss abortions in this entry, but I won't. That's a touchy subject that probably shouldn't be discussed on a blog set up to make you smile. However, lots of women I know have been down that road...I road I've never traveled nor ever will. I guess for me life is too precious to ever be thrown away. I know lots of other women don't feel this way, and that's their choice. However, I can't imagine the guilt a woman must feel after having an abortion. I feel bad because my 10 molly babies died. I can't imagine having to make the decision of having an abortion, and then dealing with it everyday of my life. That is more than I could ever handle. Plus, growing up with a deep Catholic conviction, if you will, I could never deny a matter what.

I'm not saying that women shouldn't have abortions, that's their choice. And, in have that choice. But, for me...that could never be a choice. For me, all life is precious. Everything created by God should be cherished and loved, not destroyed. But, I must admit, I've never been in a situation where the idea of an abortion has ever been brought up. I guess I'm lucky for that. And, I'm not judging any woman for their choice to have an abortion. That is between them and God, no one else. All I'm saying is that, in my mind, women who have abortions must deal with an incredible amount of guilt, something I could never personally be able to handle. Those women must be very strong, stronger than me--that's for sure.

I don't want to offend anyone with my words or create any problems...remember, this is my blog and these are only my words...nothing more.

Keep in mind, I don't judge people. I never have and I never will. I know I'm not any better than anyone else. All I know is that since I'm a very guilt conscious person, I could personally never handle the emotions associated with having an abortion. I'm too weak to ever do that.

Again, sorry for being a Debby Downer and bringing up such a serious topic.

For you regulars out there, sorry for this.

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