When the story ends

So, I'm on the last book of the Twilight series. I've been reading this book for about 3 weeks. I could have finished it in 3 days, but I'm pacing myself. One night I read 175 pages and swore I would never do that again. In some sad, depressing, childish way, I don't want the story to end. I want to curl up with Bella, Edward and Jacob every night before I fall asleep. I've thoroughly enjoyed being consumed with their story. I've enjoyed the countless conversations I've had about them, too. I've enjoyed almost every word of all 4 books, with the exception of pursed, chagrin, and amber. (Stephanie Meyer used those 3 words WAY too often, and it drove me bananas! If I had a dollar for each time she used those 3 words in the Twilight series, I'd be a rich bitch!)

Anywho, the story is too good to end. As weird as this sounds, I don't want to be without it. So, I'm only allowing myself a few pages a night. I know, I'm a retard, but I just can't help that I've fallen in love with these characters and with their story. I've been on the look out for my next book, but nothing has caught my eye. I hope another great vampire story finds me soon!